I’d be lying if I gave you
a detailed schedule of my writing day. It’s a little more haphazard, yet the
words come, days go, hours pass. Weeks, months, years, lifetimes. I am still
writing. Sometimes I am on a speeding train between Montreal and Toronto, other
days I am sitting in my kitchen in Montreal’s Plateau. I am still writing even
though I am starring out the window, or counting the bricks on wall, calling
them almost poems.
Today I am on the terrace.
It’s one of the first few warm spring days – the birds are up, and the trees
are bursting. I am thinking about writing, and the thinking is part of writing.
It’s opening up the mental space in order to let thoughts to come, ideas to
arrive, and concepts to form.
I would like to say I write
in the notes section of my phone in line at the grocery, and on the back of
receipts, as if writing has no consequence, and there is some element of whimsy
or divine intervention to it all. But that’s not entirely true. Fragments, or
ideas sometimes come quick, and so I jot them down, but writing is more complex
and temper mental.
A practice is a practice is
a practice. Writing is part of breathing. Sometimes part of my practice is
walking in the woods, other times its writing lists. I think it’s all part of
the process, or rituals of writing. When writing sings, it is a deep connection
to an ancient knowing, yet most often writing feels like hacking up a lung,
coughing in failure
I do think different genres
of writing require different spaces. While writing academic papers I often find
myself in institutional spaces like libraries, and universities. It helps
sharpen my wits, so to speak. Critical or journalistic writing seems to be
something I do around a city or place – in bars, cafes, and mostly in borrowed
kitchens.
Critical writing, editorial
work, or academic work is typically done on a computer. There’s is a rotation
of coffee, still water, soda water, and/or kombucha. If it’s later in the
evening, sometimes I will write with a glass of wine. I’m always listening to
music – which is the ultimate fuel for writing and being. I light candles (I
know, how cliched). I like a full belly.
Poetry is more allusive.
Often poetry comes when I am not thinking about writing – I could be swimming,
hiking, at a yoga class, or drifting off in thought mid conversation. I don’t
think I write actual poems in these moments, but lines or notes towards a poem.
Sometimes I jot them down, and they become part of a poem or poems, other times
they drift into the ether. On these types of days, I remind myself of an editor
who kept the following words posted on his fridge: you only fail if you stop writing.
I’m still writing.
I’m still writing.
I’m still writing.
Shannon Webb-Campbell is a mixed-Indigenous (Mi’kmaq) settler poet, writer,
and critic currently based in Montreal. Her first book, Still No Word (2015) was the inaugural recipient of Egale Canada’s
Out In Print Award. She was Canadian Women in the Literary Arts
Critic-in-Residence in 2014, and sits on Canadian Women in the Literary Arts
board of directors. Her work has appeared in many anthologies, journals and
publications across Canada including The
Globe and Mail, Geist Magazine, The Malahat Review, Canadian Literature, Room,
and Quill and Quire. In 2017 she
facilitated a book club-style reading of The
Final Report of the Truth and Reconciliation Commission of Canada at
Atwater Library in Montreal; she also championed Carol Daniel’s novel Bearskin Diary for CBC Montreal’s Turtle
Island Reads. I Am a Body of Land is
her latest book.
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