This past September divides my writing days into before
and after. Before, I’d get up around six, maybe do a crossword puzzle, peruse
the Guardian, enjoy some solitude and a tiny strong coffee before my husband
awoke. Have breakfast with him and see him off, then switch on the laptop,
fritter away some mind-emptying time on Twitter, and finally, open a file and
wonder if it was time for another tiny coffee. The rest of the day I’d write
and edit, watch the birds and the squirrel antics in my garden, look stuff up, write
more, and garden-watch more. With some household tasks or a walk thrown in, and
some cooking and reading. All my days end with books.
For over a year, I’ve not submitted much to lit mags
or elsewhere. I’ve focused instead on preparing query packages for my
nonfiction manuscript, Breakfast Under
the Bodhi Tree. Penning thirty-six chapter outlines was a challenge. Daunting
when I began, but useful. I would do it again for another book as part of my
editing process. To pick out the main elements of each chapter, distill the
chapters into two-paragraph
summaries that loosely connect them all, that are concise, yet offer enough
detail to entice a reader to keep reading—this was my aim. To accomplish this,
I reread each chapter with an eye for overarching theme or meaning. Some
chapters, I saw, needed more details; others needed trimming.
After early September,
my writing days spun in a downward spiral. I still rise around six, but my quiet
solitary time ends thirty minutes later with rumbling dump trucks, or a
delivery of steel piles that construction workers drive into the ground
directly across the street, a quarter hour of bam-clang pandemonium per pile, 400
piles to go. Before the pile-driving came the chainsaw destruction of a one-hundred-tree
forest where much of my garden wildlife lived. Earth-shaking hydraulic shovels
removed a town block’s worth of soil that hadn’t been dug beyond garden-tilling
depth in over a century. They excavated so deep that the water of Lac St. Louis
on the other side of a bordering road wells up in the monstrous hole,
collapsing its meticulously calculated sloping sides.
I consider going to a
café, but I’ve never been able to write in public spaces, not even libraries. Jot
down ideas, yes, but nothing requiring concentration. My home, when I’m the
only one in it, is my writing castle. My refuge.
At noon, the insanity—roaring
trucks, growling generator, clanging hydraulic pile drivers, beep-beep-beeping
vehicles in reverse, hollering and shouting workers—all stops and I rush to
open my chapter outlines and manuscript. I have one hour, if I’m lucky. Having
made many small changes in the manuscript, I’m reading the whole thing again to
look for introduced typos and such. Then I’ll be ready to send it all out to
the first small press on my short list. I manage two chapters before the
hellish condo project racket starts up again. In the evening, around 8 or 9
o’clock, after the workers leave, I search for more publishers that might be
interested in my manuscript; I research back catalogues, guidlelines, editors. Then
I go to bed wondering how I’ll survive the condo project and if my book will
ever see publication. I retreat into a good book to ease me into sleep.
Chris Galvin divides her time between Montreal and
central Việt Nam. Her writing and photography have
appeared in Room, PRISM International, Descant, Asian Cha, and other places. She has
written for Vietnamese travel and culture publications in Vietnamese and
English. Chris is currently looking for a home for her recently completed
nonfiction manuscript, Breakfast under
the Bodhi Tree, about living, eating, and tour-guiding in Việt Nam. She tweets as @ChrisGNguyen.
Your day before seemed idyllic. I'm sorry for the loss of the forest and all of the construction. I hope eventually the birds and squirrels will return with the quiet.
ReplyDeleteThanks for reading and commenting, Michelle. In a bittersweet twist, my garden is now the best place to birdwatch on my street. The neighbours no longer have avian visitors but my trees are bursting with chickadees, cardinals and nuthatches.
ReplyDeleteWhat a lovely reflection on the year- a marvelous and maybe scary thing to carve out a special focus on the novel. Sounds like a meaningful project.... but so sad about the forest!
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