I’ve never had a schedule to follow for my creative endeavours.
If it feels like I should punch a time card before I get started then I’m not
going to be interested. My writing comes and goes in impulsive spurts. When I
have a vague idea of a topic, person, place to write about I’ll scribble down
notes over weeks, months, until I have a pile of ideas to piece together.
I think I understand why people try to write every day, or
every weekend at least. They want to flex the creative muscles and keep in
practice. If I were to try this, I’m scared I’ll end up with a heap of trash
writing and filler. And that time could have been used for something else
constructive and genuine. I’d rather not pick through garbage to find something
salvageable.
My approach is more like the university student that fucks
around and slacks off then has a cramming session a few hours before an exam
and ends up with a C+. I come in with an idea and sculpt it so I have a basic
form, then chisel away until I’m left with the closest thing to what’s in my
head.
With fiction I need an ending before I can even think of
starting. I need a destination to arrive to before creating the road to get
there. At times the road is a Super Highway, other times it’s barely a cow
path. Poetry, if I have a concept, I’ll meander around the concept with no end
goal in mind and drift along aimlessly until I’m satisfied.
When I’m not working on writing poetry or fiction projects
I use my free time creating vispo, asemic work, studying languages, playing and
learning musical instruments, reading, watching movies. All of these activities come in short
flashes. I’ll write for a week, then not write for several months. At that time
I’ll study a language for a few months to drop it and concentrate on playing
and recording music. Then not touch any instruments for four months or so because
I’m binge watching movies or a series (which is research for writing
sometimes), then return to writing again for a short while.
For the past few years I’ve been lucky enough to live alone
and stay single. This has given me so much more free time to pursue my
interests. I have a tiny abode in a suburb of Victoria, BC to myself that’s
quiet most of the day and afternoon, and I work a mundane night job where I can
daydream and mentally go somewhere else. Thinking about whatever I’m working on
at the time while doing repetitive tasks.
Inspirations, or whatever you want to call them come from
things seen, read, heard or overheard, riding the public bus, in the shower, films,
other books, other genres. Keeping the senses open is one of the most important
parts of the writing itself.
The act of writing, when I’m ready to put it all together,
lately happens during layoff periods, statutory holidays, whenever I have a few
days to stay indoors and pound away at the keyboard. Mostly this happens at
home now, though when I get shack-whacky and need to go outside I’ll head for
the library, a café, take my laptop to the laundromat, someplace with caffeine,
with my headphones jammed in my ears to drown out the local fauna.
I read somewhere, someone’s writing advice -- that they
would stop at a climactic point and pick it back up the next day. I’ve tried to
do this and was too committed to make it work. It’s like watching half of an
exciting movie and going to bed without watching the rest of it. When I get
started on something I plow away at it until either I’m finished or stuck
somewhere and I can’t do it anymore. I’ll forget to eat and keep typing until
my head aches, I’m all jittery, and I can’t see straight.
Over the past year I’ve had more luck publishing my visual
works than poetry and fiction. I’m not sure if I should exploit this or it
means I need to focus my energy more on writing.
Robert Keith is a
persona that works with visuals, texts, poetics, fiction, and exophonic
writing. He is the author of four collections of poetry, and six chapbooks. His
collection of Visual poetry Chicken Scratch was published in 2017 (eyeameye books) His visual work have been
presented in galleries in Canada, Malta and Russia. Forthcoming is his 1st
novella in 2018.
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